Sometimes i really do suspect of myself of having Split Personality.
1. At my new Work, I was told that i was a serious and quiet person. Yup, i do know it. Im really a expressionless person at work, very serious, Not a Fun person. You can characterise me as a DULL person.
2. At Home, I can be really unreasonable, bossy and Fierce. I have an attitude of a guy, cos from sec sch days, i had 1 slogan of mine "Girls can achieve what guys can do in the real world" Eg: driving a car, terminologies of car engine parts, their physics, economic issues. So whenever my family treated us differently i flared up or sulk alone. I always had a knot with my dad in my heart, whenever i think of it, tears in my eyes will swell up. I really felt hurt and angry. This caused me to form hatrad in me.
3. With my sec sch friends, i will rant non-stop!! I will be very Happy and laugh al my might, or if i got to meet new friends frm friends, i will be very extrovert!! Eg: I just came bck with Charlane, Ben, Charles and his friends. We drove out on a rainy day to get quality icecream and Taboo at the parlour. Any of this kinda outings, plz dun leave me out hur!!
4. Give me Bar/Club with loud music and dance floor. You will never imagine how Wild and high i will become. *smirk*
5. With my Bf, i will always be Happy unless there's a fight. I demand alot from him but im learning to take it slow at the same time.
6. To my Life, I love challenges. Im willing to fight in a career. Always wanting to be a perfectionist at work and do my best. But somehow, im carelessss....~
So.....Please tell me..
Who am i?? Sometimes i don't wanna act this way, but Can't, JUST CAN't treat them like my normal friends who i really open up with. This occured during work actually with my collegues.
Marketing.......mmh..low possibility of an area i will be in the nxt time.. thou its a really nice job.
Enjoy ur Public hol peeps. I just wished there were more of it. AGREE!!!??????
