★Feeling so Pink★.

**WAVES EVERYONE!!!!
Back to Blog!~ M.I.A for sooo Long ..Actually nt very long, feel long for me anw..!

Cos for the PAST WEEK....
I've Been Feeling SO SUPER DUPER VEXED!!!

A Ugly Pic dat best describe Vexed!!

I was told that i need to take AMath cos i didnt took it durin my sec sch days... ARGZ!
It was one of the criteria to go into NUS, thou i was nt interested in NUS.
But, nevertheless, i felt it was Impt, and even if i take it i cld get some exemptions in the Uni, if i managed to get in..and i searched the web, Yes! Amath is impt in one or another way.

The Ultimate Qn "Whether to take anot" keep flashin in my head for the past days. My 1st reaction was a Big "NO" to it in the beginning.

First of all, ive nt touched Math for a Zillion Yrs (Jus to exaggerate) and goin back to Math is like..............???
Secondly, im afraid that my results for my last sem will be threatened as it's will be the most impt in any sem of all!
Thirdly, classes at night with duration of 3 hrs per lesson will Definetly Drain me OUT!!!
Lastly, Am i gg for a ACCA or a Degree Cert...?

I thought of it the whole FRI night.
And finally came with an Ans on Sat Morning.
It was weird u noe....I woke up....still lying on the bed thinking of those Qn...
and "BOOM"! i said to myself - I will take it!

The reasons to it, thou i dunno which path i will end up, at least i shl try, i might nid it for hu noes, and if i did not take it, im sure to have tons of regrets!! And dats too Late, will nt want that to happen. So i mus take the dare to work hard for my dreams! And Put Aside all those fears i had, and it's nt Eazy!!!
It's quite a eazy analysis, BUT....didnt noe why i took so long to come up with this Ans..

My mom didnt hesitate in answering me this Qn, she jus gave me a Big support by saying "TAKE LA...Why Dunwan to take"... When will they say no? haha...ACCA also say "TAKE LA..." haha...

The 2nd Ultimate Qn was....
To take it this Sem of Nxt Sem...
As im afraid of my heavy workload this sem, my initial plan was ...takin it during Nxt sem with my APT. But once again, after half a day of full-time consideration, i decided to finish Once and for all in this Sem rather than, havin to come back to sch after APT, which i thought was dreadful...partly i wanna go shoppin with e pay i earned too!! haha..

I used to take 7 Subjects in Sec sch...
Now..only 5 subjects for CA and exam and im already complaining...lol..
I thought we were quite powerful during that time , hw we managed with Band n 7 Subjects!!

ALRIGHT! SO...I've Decided to take Amath Enhancement MOD! YAHOO!!
I CAN DO IT!!!! and I MUS DO IT!!! (self Affirmation!) Hehe..

My weekends were alright.
I've been to the esplanade for 2 consecutive days. I lurve dat durian La.. It looks so nice in the night. I wanna Watch Phantom of the Opera! But $$ Issue once again..zz

Me and act Cute Bro..heh~

My father& i..
Oh..Did i mentioned my mom went outstation, so tmr's dinner on me.....(maybe)

On Esplanade Roof top.

Went to watch Midnight Detective hrs earlier, and the whole show was a MESS... I kept watchin terrible shows these days, anw..it's Free...So...*shrugs*.

Don't all of you feel that this weekend Passed Extremelyyy FAST!!!??
Tmr's MONDAY already..........goodness...

Have Been DEAD tired for the past couple of days..
I guess it's because of accumulation of Lack of Sleep and Have been busy.
Committing myself to driving lessons on Mon noon & Tue Early Morning.

I realized i Do Love Human Com. alot.!
We started the lesson with a "Psychology Effect" frm her's (Was i right saying this? Nt too sure.
Initially, i thought it was quite weird, but after a few a couple of min's, i realized it's a VERY VERY effective way of goin thru ur whole life in ur mind. Pics and feelings started flashing thru in my mind as she brought us thru the stages of our Life..

And realized I've Grown so Much....
Communication b/w pplp & urself is essential !!!

Mon Noon was Terrible, was raining so Heavily and i was so drenched! Lucky BBDC provided Umbrella to the car and luckily my instructor was kind enough to fetch me...But i was like...So WET ..and when i sat in the car, i was Shiverrrinnngg so Badly!! -Sucha BAd Experience~ Bump into Ziwen, ex clzmate. 1st time chatted with him more than 10 sentences cos we took the same bus back..He's surprisely very gentleman..Anw...Im on my way to STAGE 3~~
Omg....It's so near my Dreammm.....

Met some of my NEW clzmatess-_- . Had no feelings for them eh...Hia..why mus keep changing clz.
So tiredd, So tiredd..Woke up So earlyy today! Slept on the couch jus nw while watchin Tv..haha. Lucky ive completed all My tutorialss and free frm it!
And the whole *Amath thing is soo Darn Bothering me!& i wanna go into my desired U eh..
And..........Since i already come so far.......................
We'll jus see how it goes.......
=) (Forcing a smile on my face)

WOO HOO!!!
I've Passed My FTT!
No more Theories to worry Abt!!
*All Smiles fer me*!!

Jollies were e name of two "Cuttie" Sheeps Owned by my best friend- Teresa.

Went over to her hse to stay last nite..and she kept me busy with all her Darlinnnggzzz...
She havent lost her "Unique Habbits" of hers which many pplp thought it was crazy..haha..But im quite used to it..
So Glad that i had a gd slp last nite. Was afraid it was too Warm for me initially..She still had the same way of studyin...NOTES NOTES NOTES!! with shimmering colourful writtings on it.
Went to sch together in e morning!! Remincising e past once again, hw we went to sch tgt!
I shl haf asked her to crash my lecture since she finished her lessons so early..Sucha waste!

Anw....
YEAHHIE ..The Start Of Year 3!!!
Is it too late to say this..?? hahaha..Day 4 of it already.
Well...Is it a gd thing how time Flies...Or....is it scarry..?

I think i felt more of the anxiety feelings.....
Well, mainly becos we're graduating frm poly and we gotta choose our nxt Path to walk on. Nothing goes on so smoothly for us anymore, we gotta make the RIGHT and BEST choice for ourselves for the nxt few yrs.

I have somehow sketched the path i wanna ctd in my mind already.
But looking at the YRS to complete courses and Sch's...i was like ....totally....zzz....
Oh Gosh..Like hw old will i be till then??? Plus..Marriage & Kids..

My Kuek Kuek somehow disturbed my dreams ytd, by saying "It's even more difficult to enrol into this particular Uni"....Quite stunned but it make Sense.
Plus..My parents said "ACCA" is Gd. Encourage Strongly that i shl take...
Studying!! Studying!! Studying!! - Half, or more than half of my life spent on it.

Shl find the happiness and joy of having the opportunity to Study, I believed this will push me futhur! Yap!

But...Im still so Glad that fate have arranged me into ACC course. A "Profession"I remembered i was SO INTO Business Studies..And was alil sad that i was nt posted to dat course at dat time..
And also thankful to my Parents that they brought me to Sin or.....i will nv imagine hw my life will be in M'sia.....

For nw...nid to gain more Golden Knowledge. And Can they invent a newspaper dat dosent make my hand dirty???

I kinda like the structure of this sentence, Contradicting....Last vs. Beginning..
Tmr's the Start of YEAR 3. MY FINAL YEAR!
How time FLIES...it jus seems ytd when i admitted into NP. And it's amazing to noe that i've known BG's for 2.5 Yrs.

Jus Met 2 of e BG's on Sat. As what C.Y said, jus purely wanna enjoy this Dayyyyy.....

Pei got her 1st Pay.. so...she's busy in the fitting rm, while me & S.k SNAPPED!

The Originals.

The Edited.! Hope u gurls dun mind =p

TODAY IS MY BEBE 22th BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST!!!!!!

Had been waiting for this day, cos im awaiting to see his expression when he got his watch! We caught "The Reaping".
This Movie.........is a Heart-thumping wan! It's thrilling but the overview storyline revolves b/w God and Saturn. Well.....Messy messy story. But i like that heart-thumping effects!

The Green-Blue Combi. Mmh..Kinda nice!

For the B'dae dinner, we settled it at Jack's place. Concluded: The steak there is totally FAB!!! Their Steak is really Juicy, and u cld still taste the steak in ur mouth after walking out frm the restaurant.
We rate it the best Food for us, the couples, 2nd in place was BillyBomber.

Gave my bebe his Present. So Glad he liked it. I think it was a gd present. Solititus watch. So GLAD!! His laughter & Smile made it all worth it!

I Hope i cld wake up for my 1st I'S lesson tmr-World's Issue thinngggy..Sounds Dead* rite....arrrrGg..

Sports day for me today...
Went to Play badminton with my Bf..in Clementi Stadium
When on my way..It was Raininggg Heavily *Againnnnn*
O weeell...U guys noe me, i dont have the habit carrying an umbrealla.
So...I was so Drenched! cos..there is this road to cross be4 reaching the stadium.

So wet even before playing..
Bebe Trashedd me once again. Expected!

After our game ran home under the Heavy rain..Whoo.*So Shoick*!
Had Botak for our Lunch..Great Food!!
Went back to BF hse to Play PS 2..
Very fun, i played TENNIS.. hahaa..
I suck at it for the 1st try, but at least have a "Deuce & Advantage" after a few tries and it was a narrow win for the computer, so....at least i improved~

We-The Couples is so excited abt this new Software game called "Wii"!!
I saw pplp played be4, It's SO FUN!!!! hahaha....I think i will fall in love with this Software.
'Wii.....i think it's gonna be really Fun"

LOVES DIY........~

I always wanted to do this to my mirror......=p

FIRST!!!
Take a look at my NEW manicured nails..
I went to do the $5 Express man. nails Ytd, Cheap Cheap. So Glad the offer is BACK!

Haha..I always had troubles choosin colours, i think all of them were Great, So after some deciding..I CHOSE THIS!

Wee WeeT!~ Look at them GLOWW~~*Gold*

Went to Meet Teresa at Kent Ridge. Near her Hospital Or sch..? Anw..totally blurred by ur education path now. It was raining Hippos & Elephants Today, saw lotsa Fountain on e road while vehicles drove past the waters, i think it's beautiful..haha!

Didnt noe wad to do when we reached there, i had some misunderstanding with the places so...We jus settled in a Prata Shop, the famous wan near NUS. Ordered a Cheese Prata & Teh Tarik. 1st time i ate Cheese Prata, very nice eh! I haven tried a GD Teh Tarik in S'pore Yet. i still like M'sia Teh tarik. Chatted Lots, We always have NEVER ENDING CONVERSATION! I dun think we did stop talking. Thx to her La...and i realized she talked very fast, maybe long time didnt chat with her le..

As Planned, Went to her hse. It's have been SUCh a lonnnggg time since i went up to her hse. Our houses were jus separated with a Road, so it's less than 5 min to travel frm her hse to mine! So GD rite!!

That's her Piggy!!~

I stayed in her hse frm 6-8.30pm. And this period we were jus talking & Talking & TALKING Non stop and exploring her rm stuff. Her rm is not built for my size, haha...Shl understand the meaning rite! I always LOVE remincising the past. We go thru frm sec 1-5.

Topics ranging frm :
"How many teachers' have we (The Gd Students) rebelled"?
"Which are the GD & Bad teachers"?
"Who are the High& Low Profile student's in our clz"?
"Our scarry clzmates but turned out to be total NICE when we were promoted to sec 3"
"Who is the one in our clz that we havent spoke to with at least 5 sentences"
"How we conquer O 'Lvl"
"Wad Compre Topic was our Eng O lvl paper ?"

AND MANY MORE........................................

I Love My past...It always carved a permanent smile on my face.
Sometimes i really dunnoe whether to trust wad some friends said to u...During the Old days, we made Pact to meet up often and Blahhhhh~ but........was it turning into an empty promise? Or were they REALLY busy?? Or do they jus...forget abt everythin of the past, or maybe...I really miss the past/miss the pplp.~~ Heee

I was SO FASCINATED with her BRo Room. What i could say abt ur bro is...I think he have lOTSA talent, and a very rare guy. Lucky for her GF.

I dunnoe hw to describe him....I jus like his style alot.. I always wanted to do my photos and postcard this way, but lotsa of complications and prms..I was really amazed by the Picss!!

Talked abt the present tooo...
Looks like she had a better present compared to me, but i should treat is as a Test for me to cope with different styles of pplp around me. So..i shl be thankful in some ways too. I showed her BG's Pics. She kept saying that C.y look like Char, but i dun think so Laaa! She Keep pointing to pei and say she very cute..haha..made me laugh at her cute descriptions. I thot i was e most mature looking among the gals, and i reconfirm by askin her, but to my surprise she didnt think that me or Jieying was mature, but she point to Pris. Haha... Different point of Viewsss.. haha..Although now we haf different futures, but "U were always be my Best friend" this sentence always touched me whenever she said this..THANKS GAL!!!!

And...dun let ur confidence go down regarding ur studies.. Strive for the best, and Aim for the ACE!!

Abt the future...
We havent had time to talked abt it..

Just finished "After Hrs" on channel 5. That show was GREAT! Didnt noe Linda had such fluent English, she's quite gd in acting Eng' showss. And MAX LOONG is Sooo HOT!!!!! He's frm Zurich,-a MTV VJ. Hot Hot Hot!

This week is my last week of Hols, thou this hol was quite bored for me at times, i still dunwan to end it and go back to sch..with all the stresses in u! I wanna slppp like nobody business on my BIG COMFY BED!!! arrrggggg..!
So..Im gonna enjoyed myself this WEEK!

Passed My FT Eval today. Thank God! I rmbed jus last week, followed my mom to Bugis Temple to pray.
Now i mus conquer FT Test! I did well for my prac lesson today. Funnnnnn!!!!
I met 1 of My very gd Primary sch friend today,-Charis, it's so nice catchin up with her. She told me some shockin news, she was a member of Shiseido and went for a Seminar at Vivo and she told me she saw my photo on the counter, So cool laa..haha..Awww...She's really the same as before, cute and chatty!

Hahaha..Went for Lunch with my BF. Cravin for BOTAK, but drove there and noticed the shop is closed, Eeww*Tough Luck* So..our nxt choice is "Sakura" At Ginza, and when we reached there, the shop closed =( Haha..In e end, jus head to WC coffee shop to settle our tummy.

"We Carved Happiness by ourselves, so if u want it, Get it by urself, and don't entrust ur goal to others and thinking that they will help u achieve it, Im not wasting my time and effort for things that i do not want it ,as much as u do."
-Blink-

Woke up realizing that someone jus Bombed my phone with SMS! Asking me to wake up to company her to buy her DP tubes! GOSHH. I couldnt believe this GAL! She jus told me last nite that she wanna rest on a Sun n this morning she wanna go...hahha...* BISH* Lucky im in a mood for shoppin today!

Recommend her this Dorothy's Tube, which cost only $13 Bucks and they have a large variety of Yummy Colours. Actually i love it very much but i dont' see the point buying and not wearing often, so i gave up. YY also gave up her's cos she dun like Bright Pink, as in dosent match with her Fair Skin.
Gettin so Bored with Marina Square, i always liked it since it started opening..But nw..arrrgg...nth Muchh..std Stuff...

After settling all her stuff frm Marina, Head to Millennium Walk, it's my first time there, Indeed! nth much to shop there. YY wanna have her lunch so she head to Coffee Bean and eat her..Smoked salmon Saladdd????????And her KIDS size Pure Choc.

Was drooling which she ate her Stuff, as i wanna save $$ i wanna order that KIDS Size too..BUT was So Embarrassed. Imagine, im so BIG...going to the counter and say ." I wan Pure Choc KIDS SIZE..-_-" Spare ME!!!"
But..........hee...for the sake of my cravings and pocket, i still brought my thick skin to order the KIDS Size drink!

And Guess hu we SAW! YY really got sharp EYESS to spot pplp frm Mediacorp..
After we ordered we saw Refered from Campus Superstar...He dosent look much Difference frm the Tv....yea..normal looking....~ Yaaaa....**REGRET NT TAKIN HIS BUTT EH**!
Cos he was....Lying towards the counter with his Back petruding jus in front of us..

Thanks for the Design*

Head back to Marina...and went to topshop...awwww..Aiming for 2 blouses costing $23 each, while walkin out of topshop...YY saw another familiar guy..I dunno if u guys noe..there is this Guy..around my age, Very TANN always act as Ah Beng in Chnl 8 shows, he did went for audition for CSS2 . Think i got discuss that guy with Pris Be4, she might noe hu ba..
Ya..We saw him...

I think it's Like...Okay seeing S'pore Stars..It dosent get me really excited. except for my 1 and Only ELVIN NG!!!! OHh plzzzz..Let me bump into him, i will go up to him and take a photo with him...If only i was THAt Lucky, Like my ex clzmate went to H.K and saw Ah-sa (Twins) and took a Pic with her...That was really call..."LUCKYY!!!"

I only Spent $4.10 today in town for my KIDS pure choc. Ho Ho....Happy Thou. =)
To yy:" We shl go out nxt time again okayyy"!!

Went to aunt hse to Play with my cousinnss.. Ryan very fun to Play with ..esp at his Age. It's the CUTESSSsst!

I GAVE MYSELF AWAY!!!! =(

Went Driving lessons in e morning. I think i really suck at it!! Feeling so demoralized at the moment. I failed my 1st FT Evaluation!!! Arg! Well....Ive got myself to blame, i shl knew that im nt prepared for it actually..and keep draggiinn while concentrating on my prac, heard the test date till Oct le...I really dun wish to touch my Attch. date...

Date with my Bf after lessons...
I GAVE MYSELF AWAY!!!!!
I was so BLUR lA...cos i started conversing with him that day with the guys, hw they threatened me to giv up the present-watch to keep a secret. And i actually said "WATCH"!!!! And yes..HOW DUM AM I!!!! He said.." Oh..so u bought a watch for me ahHhhhh"!! Oh....Kill me plzz!!!!
For the past few days, i keep giving him clues like......The item can MOVE wan...It's Brown, Got Sound wan....
And he questioned me:" WHAT!..R u giving me a DOG!!??"
ARRRGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think Pris Blog is a Movie Guide for me.!
Good Job Gerl! and Thanks ALOT!!!! It really do helps us in picking which movie to watch!
Sooo......We decided to watch NUMBER 23!!!!! Haha!!
I like it alot..cos it's veryy.....Creative.....
Ya....i dunno hw to describe the scriptwriter...i think he have a very WILD mind..As in.."Make ur ideas go Wild!"

After the show...We started playing around with No.s too...!
And we got No. 7 in Common.
"KokGuan" & "Jocelyn" - No. 7!! Hahaha....Aren't we lame-_-
Had our early dinner, It's 1 in a million in our dates we started to eat foodcourt..
I Lurveeeeee the scenery outside Marina Foodcourt. I beginning to love the scene of Esplanade and the Tall Buildings......

Right now....i only have 1 thing in mind...Looking at those buildings...That is....

"To Be Successful"

Jus came home with the 3 Musketeers frm Orchard!
Yup..My ex clzmatess namely HH, Ced and LSP.
Haha...They were all still the same Old THEM..

Forever so Crappy and talking Nonsense the whole journey...except for Lsp la..lol
I was Late while meeting LSP and HH...Opps..*Gomannasai**!!!(Sry in Jap)

Met the 2 of the guys 1st...and den went to have our dinner-"PepperLunch", Had my Usual. Chatted. Hh jus came back frm India... and this GUY...Bluff me said he went there for 3 yrs, actually is only 3 weeks for his NS' training. He is always out there to get me!! Since sec sch. And always believed him, gosh! How gullible m i!!??

And he gave me lousy reasons like...
1 week there feels like 1 yr...
I think gg India for him is gd, cos i think he will start to treasure the things in Sin.

My aim for today trip to town is to get my present for my BF's Comng bdae! It's jus 1 day be4 Sch reopens. I got him a watch( Hope he dun see this).

It cost me a BOMB!!! Actually my budget is 80+, but ...over shot alot!! ...I guess i jus love him too much. I jus wan him to like the present cos i noe he have been longing for it. And our relationship is gg 3 Yrs...and becos of his understanding towards me..Kept this r/s going. Seriously, i think he treated me like a princess..Wanna noe hw...haha...Ask me in Private.
So......i jus think i love him so much...despite of all his flaws..cos he manged to put up with an unreasonable ME.

Mus thx the guys for accompanying me such a long walk to get the watch. Seriously, they nv fail to make me laugh with their nonsense! Really. No one in Poly managed to do that. Thou, it can be really tiring listening to their debating all their nonsensical stuff, but..it's funny too!! LSP couldnt take it too, so he remained mum the whole journey.. haha..

It's certainly very nice to know this Butch of Mates! *Better nt let them see this..or they will make a Whole MOuntain out of it*!!

I recently Watched finish 1 Jap Drama-Ace Wo Nerae!! I LURVE IT SO MUCH!!!
Watchin it, i feel like trying out Tenis, cos i havent tried this Sport yet!
Thx to Peiling for recommending me this Drama! Or nw i will still be thinking still gt wad nice drama to watch be4 sch reopenss!!!

It's really very nice, i realized i like J-Drama alot!! Since i was sec sch.. My 1st Jap fav Grp was Speed! And following actress and actors are. Kyoko and Hideaki. Thinkin of the common Big dreams me & P.L had....Im scare of it, whether i cld achieve it anot...
I really lurve the lang, culture there.......

Anw..Driving tmr again*Yahoo!!
Missed it alot!
I've been doubting alot "does guys really haf more potential over gers regarding Cars?" Is it natural for them? I used to think dat wad guys can do, gerls can do it as well as they can..
BUT........Welll........?/?