Im Out of ey. It's true ah..Im not kidding.
haha..i seems to start hearing murmurings from those interns that worked with me during my atp. Murmurings like..."wahh...finally!" haha..yea, darlings. im out.
It's been 2 mths in addition since i ended my atp and closed friend which i made frm ey were texting me phrases like "Still in ey ah!" haha. "extending again anot?". Thanks ah..esp to Mr. Ryhan, HL, LT, dick, Loreitta, ain & Mr. Junxiang, who scared the freak out of me when i saw ur name on my hp screen.
The Last day -which marks on 11Apr-Fri was terrible. It was still ok in the noon, feeling quite delighted, and smeeelling the freedom which waits upon me hrs later. However, 5pm struck, and Sp interns and me were starting to pack our things and to clear my locker. (In case u didnt noe, SP interns were leaving on dat day too.) Yes..So..my heart started to sink alil when i gave my weekly timesheet to my boss and i told him..this time is really the last time.
After settling all the admin stuff, i went bck to get my things and was ready to leave. I can feel the sorrow in my heart. Eveything in my body system went wrong, i can feel it. It wasn't suppose to be like this, I told my heart! I should be leaving with a BIG GRIN on my face. But..i failed to do so.
As Faz-Sp interns & me bid gd-bye to my Boss. I almost felt like im gg to tear. Goodness me! im so useless!! We jus keep adding sad phrases like...*i forgot faz part cos i was busying controlling my emotions. I jus rmb i told him to Take care of himself..dun stress too much. I wanted to tell him dun Smoke too much too, but im afraid he will shoot back to me "WAD Does it got to do with you! and u think i can control my cigarettes with the amt of stress i got!?"
Yes, so anw...i can still rmb his last 2 words to me with his eyes directed at me,so i noe those 2 shocking words are for me. "CALL ME"-YES. THAT's WAD HE's SAYS. i was like...Hurrr??? Maybe he meant..Call him if i wanna come back to ey.
Nxt, went to bid gd bye to my senior which i often go on job with. This was soo much worse. To thought that i spent like almost full 2 mths with her. No matter hw not thoughtful she treated me, i still feel sad leaving her. She thanked me profusely and i could do nth but to say ..BYE and take care & at the same time blinking continuously to prevent the tears frm rolling dwn my cheeks. Well...the worse thing was..i didnt felt or see sadness in dat senior when i was abt to leave, compared to me...trying soo hard to ctrl that stupid sadness of mine! It's Dumb.
Went further to bid to my next few close seniors like..jiemei ( My Jam kahki) Mark ( Mr. Nice Guy), Elizabeth (very nice senior too) & AO's. So, there it was.
I was out of that place with a Big Stone inside me.
What i succeeded was....I didn't tear, thou it almost did, cos i can feel my whole eyes turning sour. ARG! My Soft heart.
Me & Faz. ( One of my very close SP intern with me).
When i met with my Bf. The 1st sentence he asked me was...."How!? HAPPY!!?" and i replied. "So SAD!!" He was quite shocked and asked me so much qns. I havent settled my mood to reply, so i hold on and replied him qns by qns.
But Hrs later, I became normal again! Im starting to feel the happiness already! THE FREEDOM! Thinking the plans lined up for me to accomplish! Waking up at 1pm! Woo Hoo! shoick!! Exercise activities, reading activities, revamping my room mission and many more! That nite, i didnt had such a great time with my bebe. Laughing and smiling non stop. We went to Bugis V8 cafe to had a sumptuous yet inexpensive meal and went to had the famous cold deserts at "Qi de Chi".
Having our deserts.
Sat came. I didnt thot hw to save every hrs of weekend like wad i did in the past cos i noe..i have many more weekends & weekdays! It was simple. We watch 3 kingdoms. So Bored. All abt Chi history & war. Went to find my bebe bdae presents and went alil shopping, but we Bought NTH! But.....we were happy. I nv felt that relaxed be4 since 6 mths ago. haa! Luv my bebe alot. He never fail to bring me happiness. He always made me verry happy except for the quarrel times. haha.
Today, went out to chiayun to get my Bf present but sad to say, Vivo outlet have no size but went down to Marina to get it eventually. Oh...anw, guess all of u had seen another big transformation of mine. My short hair and short fringe. I Looked so young rite. Haha ! Couldnt get use to it intially, but now im ok with it.
Chiayun also did something to her hair. Cool! Become Speg Speg already..hehe.
I will miss dat ger, cos can't lunch with her anymore.
Went to meet my aunt & mom. We went to labordor park to take a walk with my cousins zooming with their scooters. The sun set was beautiful.
Aunt & Ryan.Anw...Im Getting out of Sin from the 10 May -12 May to Bintan with my Best Friend. Ms Xie. Aww. So Happy!!!Can't wait. Im so getting excited! I've SAID IT. I want to go on a Hol and Finally. I swear it will be a confirm trip. Im gonna relax and enjoy myself to the core. With Ms Xie. she will never allow me to fail this objective of mine! I can feel the sea breeze hitting my skin already!
Haha. Last Pic.
Look at my star fish crossed it's tentacles! So Cute!
