I really took the initiative in planning all these, and wad do i get. SHIT!
Yea..Agree..Shit do Happens!
Lets talk about projects first. I do wish i could have the same perfect project group i had in poly, in my entire life. It's really tough in getting new Mates to get started which they might not have the passion in doing the project. Moreover, i noe dat we've been away from projects a while, but....we'll still got to start the momentum rite!? I'm quite tired leading pplp, why can't someone be initiative too, and help me to get things started!! Im really am frustrated!!! Is making ONE call per day so difficult!? Can't believe it....Im really banging on this last Sem GPA,cos....i wanna try my best to make into U. I finally got my goal, my path in head. Now wads lacking...is...the push for this pplp! Now i finally understand what Mic. said to me for the past days, and i truly understand hw these pplp felt!
Not only this, organizing a xmas dinner for my sec pals was another Big disaster!! YEA. I admit, i just exploded minutes ago. I might be over sensitive but the way pplp gave me their ans was like in directly telling me that "im supposed to do this". But it's really frustrating dat everyone's day clashes, It's EVEN MORE frustrating when i revert back to one of my friend, she gave me such disappointing comment, which dosent help boosting ur morale, instead i felt dat i shl just Let go, and forget abt it. I tried so hard to bring my loves one tgt, but....i just felt so dejected.
Im gonna Forget abt the xmas dinner, dats wad i've decided, since everyone dates clashes too. *Shrugs*, not gonna stretch this plans after New Yr. But i've promised myself to produce a gd project for APT with all means, even i gotta lead most of the things, thats the only way i wont disappoint myself.
In fact, im cooled down already! Im gonna enjoy my PERFECT DAY TMR! cos....i've no work..hehe. (It's a secret) Had a really fun time at work today, cos i went to do stocktake and it was an amazing experience. The inventories are dealing with chemicals relating to soap, detergents, etc which are packed in drums and Huge Huge bottles. It's Scarry when the forklift tried to bring down the stuff for me to count, Im really afraid the stuff will fall off and drop on me, and i'll be so DEad. I swear.
Yeap..so....Im feeling much much better nw with some of my dear friends comfort, and im gonna enjoy my day tmr!, Oh..and did i say, i decided to take my NAFA seriously, so......im waking as usual tmr morning to exercise!!!
